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himitsuru: (Crushing grief || Hetalia)
[personal profile] himitsuru

"誰かに選んでほしい
ここにいて いいんだって
認めてほしい
それは贅沢なんだろうか?
みんな 誰かに必要とされたくて
でも うまくいかなくて
色んな気持ちを
ちょっとずつ諦めて
泣きたい気持ちを 笑い飛ばして
そうやって
生きているのかもしれない。"

I want someone to choose me.
Someone who'll say "it's a good thing you're here."
I want to be accepted.
I wonder if that's a luxury?
Everyone wants to be needed by someone.
But... it doesn't go well.
Gradually giving up on various emotions...
Laughing it off when you want to cry...
That's how I might be living.


”誰かを誠実に愛し続けることは
ものすごく大変なことなのかもしれない
人の気持ちは変えられないけれど
人生のハンドルを握るのは自分自身。”

Continuing to love someone sincerely might be a terribly difficult thing.
You can't change how someone feels, but
you're the one holding the steering wheel on your life.


- Moriyama Mikuri
Nigeru wa Haji da ga Yaku ni Tatsu, episodes 1 and 8 -



You asked me why it was you.

Your heart is gentle, and your soul is kind. Your words are true, and your eyes see far beyond mine.

All the things I shared and all the tears I only let you see - those weren't lies at all.

Perhaps the only thing I kept hidden - if ever you can label it as a lie - was the fact that in these few fleeting months you have become the most important person to me.

I'm sorry if I wasn't enough.
I'm sorry for hurting you.



Thank you so much for everything.

I'm glad that it was you whom I loved.
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